Thursday, March 27, 2008

My heartache

There's this feeling in me, a chill that runs down my spine.
Sometimes I feel this pain, else I don't know what I'm feeling.
An inconsistency between reality and my desire.
I know its doing me no good, but I just cant move on.

Even so much time has passed, still it makes no difference.
I cant let the feeling sink, that would change everything I am.
If I choose to move ahead, everything behind me dies.
I know its doing me no good, but I don't want to move on.

There is so much I had that i never wanted to give up.
Memories I've pinned to my heart, I cant live them anymore.
Feels like all the good in life is gone, only this pain resides.
I know its doing me no good, and I cant move on.

This is my heartache.

3 comments:

$ile|\|t $p3ct@t0r said...

Even I'm stuck with ths very thng..I'm just too scraed to move on because if I move even a bit, it wont b me aymore. She was my soul.Had never thought of life widout her..never knw dat I would find myself standing at this juncture.Never knew that loving someone so very honestly and genuinely will make me pay like dis..never knw dat it will make my heart bleed this way.

$ile|\|t $p3ct@t0r said...

I had been thnking of writing on ths very feeling for the last few days..

$ile|\|t $p3ct@t0r said...

Lachu liked ur poem.Follow my footsteps n u ll find ppl following u