Has it ever happened with you when you couldn't stop yourself from trying to stop the sand flowing out of your hand even after knowing the fact the more you try to tighten your grip, the more quickly it will flow out of your hand. Have your ever tried to build a castle to protect your city of dreams in a hope that this time the enemy troop won't be able to infiltrate it and snatch away your most precious belongings even after knowing the bitter truth that your castle will fall apart as if it was made of cards when it was supposed to stand the test of time. And also, at times, you must have woke up in the middle of the night searching frantically for that pretty face even after knowing that it was just a dream which has now turned into a nightmare.
So what do you do when you go through these weird trips of yours? I know what you do..just curse yourself for not being able to get out of your past and live in the present with a hope that your mistakes from the past and the lessons learned from them will stop you from making the same mistakes again. Have you ever thought how easy life would have been had the unknown who, whom few of us call GOD, provided us with a reset button which would have erased everything from the memory..it would have been even better had this mysterious person provided us with an option to perform a "Shift+Delete" only on few selected folders. But no dude..we are human beings..we are destined to pain and sufferings. So, no easy way out of it. Keep paying the whole of your life for each and every fucking step that went wrong..
